bpdcrybaby213:

I’ve been bottling up feelings and ignoring them. And I am exhausted and I just collapse at night and cry. I really don’t know how you quiet borderlines do it every day. Me getting better at internalizing everything and acting strong as I can be is probably going to kill me. But I just want to not burden other people and not look like an attention seeker. I want them to think I’m not dying even though I feel like I am. Really I just want to quietly crawl away somewhere and die.

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